toniiu:

Man has often had enough; there are actual epidemics of having had enough but even this nausea, this weariness, this disgust with himself—all this bursts from him with such violence that it at once becomes a new fetter. The No he says to life brings to light, as if by magic, an abundance of tender Yeses; even when he wounds himself, this master of destruction, of self-destruction—the very wound itself afterward compels him to live.—

—Friedrich Nietzsche, On the Genealogy of Morals